Thanks. Well he's had my final text today, goodbye or whatever, it's up to him now, sod it! In the meantime I shall dream of my next visit, although that may be alone next year the way things are looking, might have to be brave!
well i've been home from marm ova a week now n i still feel fed up!! empty,lost feeling :down: cba wiv owt,no motivation really :whistling: wishing i was still there :ermm: i'm here physically but mentally am thousands of miles away lol x gotta laff or i'll cry x
Well I'll have been back two weeks this friday coming and god damn it feels like iv been back years .. The times I get so depressed is when am home and doing nothing bored makes me worse so iv been trying to get my self out a bit more seeing friends and doing more things spending money that could be used for my next trip in two weeks if I get my a*** into gear and get sorted .. The thing that am bad for is looking at the time and thinking what would I be doing now or wonder what they doing now ect ect I havnt been to bad this time round tho probs coz I didn't get to see my boyfriend with him been in amry and ano am not missing out on much well :/ his not there anyway .. But when he is in marmaris god am bad for holiday blues drieves me crazy .. We just can't help but be adicted!!! :')
glad i'm not only one that feels that way :sweat: ,i can relate to everything u said ,even down to the wat wud i be doing now :twitcy: or wat happening at bar at this time....etc inch: deffo addicted,n more so wen u miss someone who's there :ermm: xx
i got home 15 th august and im still depressed. trying to keep busy but when i sit down at the end of the day find myself looking at the pics and wondering what i wud be doing if i was there haha good to see im not the only one who feels like this! everyone just keeps looking at me like im mad now. oh well my nightly chats on msn to my man keeps me going roll on 1 am haha
Its an awful feeling i friggen hete it and when the person who you love is there that realy dsnt help! inch: one time in the winter i couldnt take anymore and packed my bags and went crazy it messes with owa heads i reackon lol.
Blah, I have the proper holiday blues. Keep playing songs from Marmaris and making myself worse!!! Haha.
i do the same hun makes me depressed lol well am sort of getting over my holiday blues now only b.coz i know am back again next week x
I no longer like you Kirsty... :verymad: hahahahahaha! Hope you have an amazing time although I know you will!!! xx
Ive got them today... am nt fcking staying here next yr im saving like hell for a season or least few months in marm get away from this f*****g place !!
Thanks sweet cheeks, hopefully you'll be over in Marm next year when I am so we can booty shake together xxx